The area we are in was once a white haven
It flooded, the rising waters lowering the house prices,
Affordable now
Allowing the blacks to buy.
A vibrant community
Built on the receded waters
Forgotten by the city
Protected by neglected levees
Until, one day, unbelievably nearly three years ago
The tired wall and grass bank
Could hold back no more
The waters rushed back in
Moving houses and cars and people out of their way
Or swallowing them up if they dared to stay
Screaming out “Pay attention. We are here.”
Now the same is happening to the people
Neglected, forgotten, ‘protected’
By lies and broken promises
By insurance that doesn’t pay out
By schools that don’t educate
By hospitals with no doctors
By mayors that want to turn away and bury whole lives.
Mixed emotions abound as we drive
Through these streets with no names
These streets with no sound
These streets with no houses.
Where once vivacious communities stood
Now stand empty lots, overgrown with weeds
Some supporting cracked shells of houses
Or homes reduced to piles on the side of the road
Crosses still mark the spot
Recording lives and deaths
On attic walls
It shouldn’t still be this way
Death and grief and despair
Should have moved on long ago
But here they stare us defiantly in the face
“This is our truth
this is our reality
this is our life
thank you for seeing”
The silence in the van is palpable as we drive
No jokes, no laughter, no songs
Stunned silence screams through the air
The sights are not new to my body
Yet the pain still cuts deep
Raking its claws through my heart
Exposing the old wounds once more
I remember what it is
To be neglected, silenced, denied respect
It is part of what brings me back
Time after time
A witness
With a silent promise
I will not forget
I will listen
I will remember
And love you all the way
We are the same, connected, part of the whole
When you hurt I hurt
When you are broken I cry
When you are silenced I try to speak out
When you are homesick I am unsettled
When you are abused I ache
It’s not about money and efficiency
It’s about witness and love
Meeting each other in diversity
And walking toward wholeness
I am not autonomous, not separate
We are all beings here together
Our pain touches some primal place
That everyone, somewhere deep within, knows
When we hold that pain of another
And cradle it close to our own
We all move just a little closer toward healing
And hope.
Alison
It flooded, the rising waters lowering the house prices,
Affordable now
Allowing the blacks to buy.
A vibrant community
Built on the receded waters
Forgotten by the city
Protected by neglected levees
Until, one day, unbelievably nearly three years ago
The tired wall and grass bank
Could hold back no more
The waters rushed back in
Moving houses and cars and people out of their way
Or swallowing them up if they dared to stay
Screaming out “Pay attention. We are here.”
Now the same is happening to the people
Neglected, forgotten, ‘protected’
By lies and broken promises
By insurance that doesn’t pay out
By schools that don’t educate
By hospitals with no doctors
By mayors that want to turn away and bury whole lives.
Mixed emotions abound as we drive
Through these streets with no names
These streets with no sound
These streets with no houses.
Where once vivacious communities stood
Now stand empty lots, overgrown with weeds
Some supporting cracked shells of houses
Or homes reduced to piles on the side of the road
Crosses still mark the spot
Recording lives and deaths
On attic walls
It shouldn’t still be this way
Death and grief and despair
Should have moved on long ago
But here they stare us defiantly in the face
“This is our truth
this is our reality
this is our life
thank you for seeing”
The silence in the van is palpable as we drive
No jokes, no laughter, no songs
Stunned silence screams through the air
The sights are not new to my body
Yet the pain still cuts deep
Raking its claws through my heart
Exposing the old wounds once more
I remember what it is
To be neglected, silenced, denied respect
It is part of what brings me back
Time after time
A witness
With a silent promise
I will not forget
I will listen
I will remember
And love you all the way
We are the same, connected, part of the whole
When you hurt I hurt
When you are broken I cry
When you are silenced I try to speak out
When you are homesick I am unsettled
When you are abused I ache
It’s not about money and efficiency
It’s about witness and love
Meeting each other in diversity
And walking toward wholeness
I am not autonomous, not separate
We are all beings here together
Our pain touches some primal place
That everyone, somewhere deep within, knows
When we hold that pain of another
And cradle it close to our own
We all move just a little closer toward healing
And hope.
Alison
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